5/30/2012
I’ve been such a lazy bum but I will do it today after I make my charts and find an outfit for my friends graduation tomorrow. I went back to counting calories as well it’s kind of made me happy but I feel like I’ve gone back to…not starving, but restricting my diet very closely.
On top of things it was my dads birthday so I took him out for ice cream. I both 2 sundaes (one for him the other for me) about cup size and we talk for hours about my mom and the government and the good old days. It felt nice I didn’t worry about the calories but just about how my dad was doing. I’m so happy he’s still in my life and whatever we went through in the past just leads us for a stronger tomorrow!
But anyways yeah continued counting calories. I have a new diet plan that will take full effect in… hopefully early June once I get out of school. Brand new summer body here I come!
(Source: skintightnella)
- what the box says: serves four
- what it means: serves me
I completely hate myself… I have binged for the last three days and I hate it… I need support please :( A buddy would be nice too :( PLEASE HELP ME STOP BINGING!!! I WANNA LOSE THIS WEIGHT!!! I CANNOT BE FAT ANYMORE! IM FUCKING SICK OF IT!!! Tomorrow my friend and I are fasting because every tuesday we fast… is there any exercise planes people can recommend to me and some diet plans… please help me. I am desperate.
